POEMS

           
FORGIVE ME

Forgive me if you can
Though i don't deserve another chance
being selfish like i always have
please forgive me for us again

I blamed us but it was always me
Even when i stepped away,you where with me
and i still blamed us when it was only me
and i blamed your heart,instead of blaming me

I deserve the guilt but its killing me
hold me again,don't let me free
don't leave my hand i would fall apart
don't step away i will be lost

I want you back
I want you there
I want you with me,like before again
forever...
 

CATASTROPHIC DAY

You have walked , So far

Only months ago, You were in me 

You have crossed, all bedrocks

On which I built my life to be

Any shame, any guilt?

Do you ever feel

I wonder who you were

And i dread thinking what I used to be

WEDDING GOWN

The moment I close my eyes
Lying in the bed
I think of horrible things
and I wish I were dead

I open my eyes again
watch tears roll down
I think of past again
And of your unused wedding gown.
               

THE RING

Do you remember what i stole?
the thumb ring from my mother's toe,
 I wrapped it safe and hid it low,
showed it to you and watched you glow,
you furthered your hand,
and you lowered your brow,
I slipped in the ring,

with a reverent bow.


ONLY UNTIL..

In silence of night I wonder
This lonely its going to be
To vastness of Universe I surrender
stopping my breath to set me free
I struggle with my attempt for long
And then I give up to stay strong
Only until the next night
Only until i get it right
Only until the last breath
Only until the solemn death

LANE 

If you turn around
You will see
I am exactly
Where you left me to be
             
And if you walk back
Through the memory lane
You will find my love
Reflecting my pain

All that i am afraid of
Is not of your walk
But of your lane
Don't forget to take right
to traverse the right lane

ITS OUR FIGHT

(TRIBUTE TO ARVIND KEJRIWAL)

A man so strong that his will moved the world

The effects were slow at start

but soon people gauged his worth

They trusted his cause

and believed his words

They gave him their hearts

and he pumped in his blood

that is how they unite

to give us some hope

and that is how we unite

as our only hope

A simple message from me

to all who rejoiced

when he formed the govt

and the corrupt polity cried

 

Give it your all

for nothing else is enough

against the powerful millionaires

and their "paid" rebuffs

directed through the media

playing their bluffs

Its time to respond

because we have had enough

its time we respond

because enough is enough

NOTHING TO SAY

I will crawl through my disguise
I will beyond my limits
And when you see me
will you know the truth?
or will you find another mask?

I will fight my guilt
I will bite my tongue
when i shoot the venom
will you take it?
Will you survive my bite?

What am i?
A wardrobe of opinions?
A never filling box
That you rip me off with all your thoughts
first to lift me and then to leave me to rot

When you look within my void
will you still dare to fill it?
or would you just turn to another?..
                                                   
                                                      
BREAK AWAY

No escape no fear
still i try to run hiding my tears

No escape no fear
Still i run from some one so dear

Holding back what i wana say
fetches me nothing but suffocation
Holding back what i wana be
because it is not what you wana see

No escape no fear
now you no longer have to make things clear

No escape no fear
I hide myself to see you cheer

May be i am just frustrated
With myself or with you
May be with the entire world
or with the life itself



Can't stay without speaking to you
Can't even speak to you
It hurts both ways
It tears me anyway
I try to get away
but my thoughts wouldn't listen
I try to control them
But further end up losing

No escape no fear
still i run from someone so dear

No escape no fear
I am alone again but this time with no tears


FAIRY FROM WONDERLAND

She is the fairy of the wonderland
and me just an ugly normal man

I can only wish to have her,but
she deserves to be with someone better

She is a fairy in every way
can make me smile even on my saddest day
I cant hide my love for her
But with every move it gets clearer

She is the fairy of the wonderland
and i am just an ugly normal man

She is a fairy in every way
With her twinkling eyes she can make me pray
She comes with a calm of her own
speaks little but does wonders
can make me cry with her love
but i always know better

That she is the fairy from wonderland
and am just a normal ugly man

she is gonna go away
to be with one whom she can say
She "The Fairy of Wonderland"
wants to make him the lucky man

And i have only one thing left to say
she is a fairy in every way

ONE LAST WORD

Their she flies out of my reach
may be that is where she wanted to be

Their i see the broken ring
may be that is all i could always be

I was lost knowing what is lost
I had past over as someones past
couldn't fear losing anything so dear
because nothing probably ever existed
couldn't see far beyond through the ear
 the vision was always restricted

The words i said hurt her deep
but nothing i ever meant

the times we spent were too unique
nothing like i ever felt

all i hope for now,on my way to the death
i meet you one last time
n tell u what i ever meant
what i ever meant...


MY VIEW AS I JOINED ENGINEERING

Had written this poem as a part of ragging while travelling in train

Somethings wrong with this place
I don't belong to here
Somethings wrong with my mind
I can no longer think clear

An irritating class with no fun at all
Incompetent teachers with claims so tall

A short tempered sir
Who would do better as a clerk

And the journey through train
An unnecessary headache
With seniors sniffing the place
Like shameless dogs in a race

If you ever run into them
Your in for a game
Which is fun for some
But i always chose to run!;D



DRUNK ROCK

Am i really in love with you?
I swear i doubt it myself too

Guess its not  love
Its addiction to pain
Because no matter what happens
Am at its receiving again

Breaking your words
Breaking my trust
Breaking everything with a Midas touch!

Am i really in love with you?
I swear i doubt it myself too
Guess its just the smiles and faces you make
That i can't see through and differentiate
Guess its just my fate
As i re-iterate

Am not really good for you

and realization struck you so late

That you had no choice but to make me hate

Anyways I love you and will always do

cos for all you gave me was precious too

Good bye my love my wishes true

I would still wish that the god to blesses you

:-P